Have you ever felt so completely connected to someone that it literally made your body ache? With their every move - you move. Every breathe you take - they breathe. You have to constantly touch the other person, just to keep your heart from beating out of your chest.
It's the most intense, passionate, all consuming feeling in the world and I'm currently enraptured by the invasion.
I never intended for this to happen. I thought I had been in love before - a few times actually. This is completely different than anything I could ever imagine. This is the kind of love that people write about. All the stories finally make sense, because I'm suddenly living something I thought never existed.
When were together the pull is insatiable. I literally cannot stop myself from looking at him, touching his skin, taking in his intoxicating scent, or smiling at the thought of just getting to talk to him. The most amazing part isn't that all of this is happening to me - it's happening to both of us. Our future is crystal clear and the only thing I can imagine is spending the rest of my life in his arms.
Every moment is dramatic, as if planned by the greatest of screen or print gods. We fall into step, side by side, as he takes my hand and kisses it. The electricity that results is nothing short of addictive. I finally get what addiction truly is with each passing moment. The more I see him, the more difficult it becomes to be away from what I want the most. I get such a high off of being in the same room, that when we finally touch I feel like I might overdose.
Sunday, August 29
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