Dear Lost

It seems like it's been so long since I've seen you. I can still your face when I close my eyes and hear your voice. It kills me with every breathe I take, that your not here. I dressed up in all black and played the role one more time today. Being there and watching tears fall brought back so many memories. I'm torn as I keep living and you can only watch from above. I will never stop missing you or wishing that you were here with me. Your together now, but so far from me. I'm not just living for myself anymore and I can't help, but second guess all of my decisions that I make. Would you be proud?