Surviving Big

Today has been a week since I talked to Big. I can honestly say it has not been easy, but the more time I spend away from him - the easier it gets. I know i that some part of me will always love him, just because. However, I now have no regrets. I told him how I felt and asked him to choose me. He didn't. I'm actually okay with that surprisingly. I know someone will be put in my life, that is completely devoted to me. It's just not him. I can breathe easy with that fact. Some relationships are just temporary. Accepting that is the hard part.... Later my lovelies, xoxo.