21 Tears

Ashbagashbagosh - 
You should be 21 in a few hours... I'm not sure where these past few months have gone, but the one thing I'm positive about is that not a day goes by that I don't think about you or wish I could talk to you. You will always be like a sister to me and in my heart I know we will be going for our annual birthday breakfast tomorrow morning. I miss you Ash, but I know your in a better place. Happy Birthday - I'm jealous that you get to spend it with the coolest people that have ever lived... I know my grandma is taking care of you right now and your both telling God how to run things. 
xoxo, Jess.