Can you even look me in the eye and tell me why?

I reserve the right to do the following:

1. Kick your ass if your me.
2. Kick your ass if you hurt someone I love.
3. Stand up for myself.
4. Hold his hand and lay my head on his shoulder.
5. Let things go just a little too far, in a dark movie theater on a first date.
6. Flirt openly with whomever I choose.
7. Check your facebook a thousand times a day, before becoming disgusted with myself.
8. Contemplate my life, in bed, pajamas, listening to music until the early afternoon.
9. Have chipped nail polish.
10. Snuggle with my dog.
11. Think about your lips on the back of my neck.
12. Stare out the window and wish I were flying.
13. Stop myself from texting you, one more time.
14. Cry inside.
15. Enjoy the little things.