Dear Ashley

I really wish I could talk to you right now. You always knew what to say to push my buttons, but sometimes you knew exactly what to say to make everything right again. I have so much to tell you and so much to say and no one to say it to in the way we could talk. I miss you so much I can't breathe. It's one of those nights. Everything should have went one way and it went another. I need you to calm me down from the edge.