Numb

He calls me honey and baby, tells me that he wants me. I don't care. I'm not feeling it. I respond appropriately and move on. He's not who I want him to be. The other ones weren't either. I'm tired of settling and I'm just numb on the entire situation. I am so over being needy and wanting something I can't have. It doesn't even affect me anymore. It's like it's not even happening to me, because I feel nothing. I'm numb. Numb. Numb.
The only person that I need to take care of right now is me. I need to find that person again, the selfish person that knows what they want and takes it.