The eX Factor

After a few coy texts, I spent exactly 5 minutes and 8 seconds talking to Mr. Big. We spent the entire time talking like we used to... no awkwardness just the two of us - like nothing had every happened. It's so weird how we can just fall back into our patterns so easily. I'm really trying not to want this, but I think I do. I don't wanna get my hopes up just to let him crush them. Do you think it might be worth the risk of my sanity???