Frustration

So my mother actually suggested today, that I am not searching for love hard enough. I'm not putting myself out there or having long term goals from my direct relationships. I know I don't tell her everything, nor does she know about my list of boys (counted on Thursday to be 28, in case booty be needed). However, I was hurt that she didn't think I was putting myself out there. I'm out! I'm open! Come fine me love! Hit me in the fucking ass cupid! Better?